States of Poetry 2016 WA Podcast | 'At the house where my father was born' and 'Triple Mirrors' by Carolyn Abbs
In this episode of Australian Book Review's States of Poetry podcast, Carolyn Abbs reads her poems 'At the house where my father was born' and 'Triple Mirrors' which feature in the 2016 Western Australian anthology.
At the house where my father was born
'It hurts to go through walls, it makes you sick,
but it's necessary.' − Tomas Tranströmer
I'd expected a labyrinth of small dark rooms, yet
the house was lit marigold scooped out like a pumpkin for Halloween
Flames flickered and spat in a wide fireplace
a seaweedy stench had swept in brushed walls with sea mist
Oak beams as broad as shoulders seemed safe
the floor dipped like a ship
There was a tavern of voices outside
laughter bickering sniggering
gossip in the street lingering Victorian morals
Crash of sea over rocks din of death bells
It was 1917
I was through that door that painting that wall to god knows where
A Woman in Blue Reading a Letter
a crinkly unfolding of paper sound
a letter that never came after the Somme
Her sigh swish of skirt
I turned she passed the mirror a silvery blur
a light crunch of shoe on wooden board
I saw the horror of her unwed shame in my own face
the same mirror that once held her
O to curl into the stillness of that blue velvet chair
its painterly stopping of time
Walls giddied me terrified me the emptiness of that room
She was banished
He grew as his grandma's thirteenth child
* * *
I went through silence a room bathed with pale sunlight
It was late afternoon in winter
From a window across a meadow towards the sea
I saw him walking away
He carried the burden of those walls
on his dark days dark, dark, days
Shoulders hunched
he went towards the sea
the openness of the sea
the sea...
Carolyn Abbs
Triple Mirrors
After you died, Nana, I went to your room,
it was dark like that place beneath the breakwater
where barnacles cling and children never dare hide
I opened a blind, a stuck window, breeze fanned
and fanned the room, light across your dressing-
table, triple mirrors. Amidst perfume bottles,
hairbrush, amber beads, your art deco box,
walnut with inlaid mother-of-pearl; guiltily
as if invading privacy, I lifted the lid,
postcards of seaside scenes, turquoise Quink,
stamps, shells, keys, coins, and with sand-like
grit beneath my nails, I heard an echo of the tide
a slow swish, swish...
I tried a jet-diamante comb in my hair, the mirrors
shimmered silver; as if through mist, your blue-
grey eyes came back, three times, to look at me,
waves swept and swept the shore...
the room so empty without you
Carolyn Abbs
'At the house where my father was born' and 'Triple Mirrors' appear in 'States of Poetry - WA'. You can learn more about States of Poetry and read the full anthologies here
Read Carolyn Abbs's biography in 'States of Poetry - WA'
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